I have to start thinking of getting a job somewhere where I won’t require a car. Things are not looking good with those tickets. Looks like I really screwed things up in a big way. I have a lawyer now, and that should hopefully help a bit.
No, I didn’t get the job that I wanted in south Jersey, and the other job is turning out to be something I wouldn’t necessarily want, and without transportation it would be nearly impossible anyway. So I’m trying to switch gears and get some kind of computer-related job in a city. I need to start building some kind of career. I need to think about the future. But how can I think about the future if I can’t get through one day without breaking down??