You want to hear my newest wonderful realization? I’ve come to the conclusion I am mediocre. Not good, not bad, but mediocre. At everything. Yes, everything I do, from my musical abilities to web design and sometimes even socialization skills. Unfortunately I’m also mediocre at motivating myself to improve. What have I added to the world so far in my life? Nothing positive and nothing negative. Therefore, the world would be pretty much the same if I never existed. I’m a mediocre worker, a mediocre friend and a mediocre lover.
I’m a good eater, that is, when I can afford food.
I really don’t like complaining about myself and I’d hate for any readers to think I want pity or anything. As you know, this is just where I write what I think and feel, so if it bothers you then I won’t mind if you go away…